Kehidupan Berumahtangga..

Oh skemanya ayat saya di atas. Ramai yang bertanyakan "How's your life after marriage?" dan ini biasanya jawapannya, " Ok je..", "I'm good." dan jawapan2 biasa yang lain.
Memang saya masih hidup ye kawan2..dan tak dinafikan satu perkara apabila sudah berumahtangga, hati menjadi sangat tenang setenang air di muara. Ewah, sempat lagi.. Kalau dulu, rasa serba salah je kalau mak call, tanya kat mana. Sekarang mak pun dah lega, dah lepas rasanya beban dia menjaga anak dara nakal dia nie sejak 26 tahun lepas. Genap 26 tahun usia saya, saya dinikahkan (hari akad nikah jatuh pada b'day i ye!)..
Lepas dah jadi isteri, banyak benda yang berubah dan perlu saya ubah. Terutamanya, bab yang sedia maklum, MASAK-MEMASAK. Memang satu perkara ini saya surrender. Malas sangat. Sehinggakan kalau mak saya tanya pada suami, dia akan mengadu tanpa ada rasa segan lagi. Ish, nak kena En. Suami nie...
So, sekarang saya merajinkan diri bangun pagi2 memasak breakfast untuk suami. Breakfast, lunch, dinner, supper, dan Brunch semestinya kena ada Nasi ya. Baru tahu macamana En. Suami yang sebenarnya. Selagi tak makan nasi, hidup dia tak sempurna. Adus,,pening kepala memikirkan menu setiap hari. Nasib baik dia tak cerewet. Makan saja tanpa banyak soal. Cuma pagi tadi dia komplen saya letak nasi banyak sangat. Lepas tue kalo tak habis, dia kata saya paksa dia makan sampai habis. Wah wah wah,,ini sudah lebihhh....(mana ada...) Buktinya, lepas habis sepinggan nasi goreng bersayur banyak pagi tadi, dia mintak tambah,,walaupun sayurnya diletakkan atas pinggan nasi saya...ish
Malam nie rasa mcm tak tak tau dah nak makan ape,,and En. Suami cakap tak payah masak. Walaupun rasa hepi sebab tak perlu masak tapi diri terfikir, tak sedap ke aku masak??waahahahaha....memang tak sedap pun!
Walaubagaimanapun,,our life is so happy. Walaupun kami hidup serba sederhana, (duit banyak habis woo wat kawin!),, tapi deep down rasa tenang sangat. Ini agaknya perasaan orang yang dah kahwin. Thank God i met my soulmate for 6 months and terus kahwin. En. Suami selalu cakap kami berdua bercinta selepas kahwin.
So, buat semua kawan-kawan yang single, hope that u can open up and meet someone that will be ur soulmate. Jangan bercinta lama-lama..

thank you everyone,,,

alhamdulillah..its been 3 weeks and 1 day since i've changed status from "single"or "in a relationship" to "MARRIED".
Alhamdulillah most of the relatives and friends came,thank God because the rain stops just on that day.
For all my beloved friends, thanks for being there. I love all of you..b
(more photos on my fb).

Miley Cyrus: Party in the USA lyrics

really enjoy this song...

I hopped off the plane at LAX with a dream and my cardigan
Welcome to the land of fame, excess, whoa am I gotta fit in?
Jumped in the cab, here I am for the first time
Look to my right, and I see the Hollywood sign

This is all so crazy, everybody seems so famous
My tummy's turnin' and I'm feelin' kinda homesick
Too much pressure and I'm nervous
That's when the taxi man turned on the radio

And the Jay-Z song was on
And the Jay-Z song was on
And the Jay-Z song was on

So I put my hands up, they're playin' my song
The butterflies fly away
I'm noddin' my head like "Yeah!"
Movin' my hips like "Yeah!"

Got my hands up, they're playin' my song
And now I'm gonna be okay
Yeah! It's a party in the USA!
Yeah! It's a party in the USA!

Get to the club in my taxi cab
Everybody's lookin' at me now
Like "Who's that chick that's rockin' kicks
She's gotta be from out of town"

So hard with my girls not around me
It's definitely not a Nashville party
'Cause all I see are stilettos
I guess I never got the memo

My tummy's turnin' and I'm feelin' kinda homesick
Too much pressure and I'm nervous
That's when the DJ dropped my favorite tune

And the Britney song was on
And the Britney song was on
And the Britney song was on

So I put my hands up, they're playin' my song
The butterflies fly away
I'm noddin' my head like "Yeah!"
Movin' my hips like "Yeah!"

Got my hands up, they're playin' my song
And now I'm gonna be okay
Yeah! It's a party in the USA!
Yeah! It's a party in the USA!

Feel like hoppin' on a flight, on a flight
Back to my hometown tonight, town tonight
Something stops me every time, every time
The DJ plays my song and I feel alright

So I put my hands up, they're playin' my song
The butterflies fly away
I'm noddin' my head like "Yeah!"
Movin' my hips like "Yeah!"

Got my hands up, they're playin' my song
And now I'm gonna be okay
Yeah! It's a party in the USA!
Yeah! It's a party in the USA!

So I put my hands up, they're playin' my song
The butterflies fly away
I'm noddin' my head like "Yeah!"
Movin' my hips like "Yeah!"

Got my hands up, they're playin' my song
And now I'm gonna be okay
Yeah! It's a party in the USA!
Yeah! It's a party in the USA!

:(

a lot of unhappy things happened lately..first, someone told my housemate to warn me about my MCs..yes, i had quite a number of MCs but half of them i got it from gov's clinic.what else could u do when ur job only has 7days Cuti Rehat Khas for a whole year! u cannot plan when u will get sick,,and normally i rarely get sick at home..(maybe our health berkait rapat juga dengan our mind)..if ur mind is free and less stress, ur health will improve too.and at karak,,dengan students yang macam2 ada(tiru astro jap),,healthy body pun boleh jadi sakit.apatah lagi yang mengidap athma mcm i nie..(for your info, i 1st get athma when i was 40-days old!),,my late father told me.

ok, back to my story,,second,,our CC has just got our electricity bill,and it is RM456.20!!!since we rent this place, our electricity bill tak menentu jumlahnya. sometimes i wonder betul ke diorang buat kerja, coz i once heard about these people kalau diorang malas buat kerja, they will just put the amount sesuka hati mereka..i don't know whether this is true or not..but this bill agak memeningkan kepala kami di kala last month Internet langsung tak jalan, n u can guess how much our kerugian are...(need to ask my sister n her hubby, they both work at TNB)

third, there's one person (old friend) yang dulu tenggelam n tiba-tiba timbul just to borrow quite an amount of money. if u know me (bukan nak angkat bakul sendiri) but i mudah sangat kesian dengan orang. at last i gave him my own money (yang i nak guna untuk my wedding!) to him..he promised to pay back after a week..but after 2 months there's not even 1 cent i get from him. lastly i asked my fiance to speak to him..then he promised to pay this Sunday. i hope he will! can u imagine betapa berdebarnya my heart di kala our wedding is in 2 weeks time,people!!2 weeks!!n he can even ask me, "bersabar la,,itu je yang saya mintak" sesuka hati dia je,,siapa pinjam duit siapa nie!!!nama je manager...(emo jap..)
MORL VALUE: DO NOT lend money to any of your friends..you could lose both of them!

fourth, tomorrow is Saturday right??can u imagine we teachers have to go to school and sit for one whole day just to do the Ladap (latihan dlm Perkhidmatan), and we have only one week left to our year-end holiday??how ridiculous!!oh people,,life oh life ooooo life...ooo life...dududududu!!

p/s: how unhappy i am, i try to just keep in mind that those things are temporary,,and after this everything will get back to normal,,insyaallah...

:)
anyway,,by looking at beautiful pictures of these living room and bedroom settings, every problems that crossed seems to hide themselves for a while..(i'm looking forward to set our house like these!)

focus on the white L-shape couch people,,i like!

or perhaps, black??erm...

white furniture are suitable for our bedroom, because the pencahayaan sangat kurang.really love this!

and also this!

really love a simple setting like this one..

ok, sesi berangan sudah habis..coz dah lewat.if not tomorrow ada la sorang budak montel ponteng Ladap!!nite everyone....

i heart Photoaura....i want it!!!!!

what is the best word to describe my regret feeling now??i know u think it is not a big deal,,,but everytime i surf, mesti nak buka gak photoaura.net,,,and then berangan nak ambik khidmat dia.walaupun dah sah Aween n crew is not free on my big day.,..
sometimes i pray that someone will cancel her booking and i can squeeze through...ceh sempat lagi berangan...
these photos are among my favourite...



http://photoaura.net

:)

setelah menengok kalendar di dinding (tradisional sungguh),, rerupanya tak lama lagi dah..lagi 3 minggu 2 hari.bermakna kurang sebulan lagi aku akan disunting org..ewah lagi tradisional ayatnya.. sebenarnya bukan itu yang didebarkan,,tapi aku tak tahan bila orang ramai tengok aku,,rasa nervous semacam je..ish tak bisa..tak bisa...
lagi kan di sekolah pun aku selalu mengelak apabila diunjukkan microphone,,inikan pula menjadi tumpuan para penonton,,kakak-kakak ibu-ibu semua yang ada di sini..ish mana nak letak muka nanti????
kepada kawan-kawan yang dah menjadi Puan,,,sila bagi tips untuk meredakan kemaluan tersebut...ish ku tak sanggup..

p/s:kalo pakai purdah sanding bleh tak?

Please Save the Date!

salam darlingss...
please save the date of November 29th 2009 (Sunday) 3rd day of Raya Haji,,a very simple majlis kesyukuran perkahwinan but i would love for all to come,,,


love,
rose@feed@tiey@papee...

kepada kawan-kawan....

Alhamdulillah,,kad kahwin telahpun siap..kepada kawan-kawan, sila hantarkan alamat anda kat sini (comment) ataupun sila email:

witty2811@yahoo.com

bila dah dapat kad, sudi-sudikanlah memeriahkan majlis saya nanti...

almost complete..syukur Alhamdulillah...

Going back home last Deepavali, several things had been done.

Day 1:
1st, his ring.. i chose Ruby for him and surprisingly he agreed. I know even if i chose black or silver ring, he'll nodd his head as well. He said he don't know about this matter. Good..less argument..:)
2nd thing to be settled, the canopy.. I called Uncle Khalid the owner of one of the "Canopy for Rent" in my hometown. A retired teacher, after half an hour we came into an agreement. He is humble, kind and professional.


Day 2:
We went to the cheap hypermarket in Kota Bharu, I guess everyone knows it..Mydin! Yes, we bought sejadah and Quran here. I can't think of any other place, plus it is cheaper. Good for money.
Then we went to Cintaku and book a 3-tier cake (sponsored by Kak Cuu). It is a simple white cake with several tiny pink roses.
Then together with my lovely Mum we went to the Mayasari Bridal House for the fitting session. Surprisingly, the dress that i tried the other day became smaller (you know why!) and I need my mum's help to wear it,,Oh My God! i thought i had lost weight! wawawa.. Kak Pah (the owner) was very kind and she said she'll help me to utter the dress. Lastly, we chose White Dress, Copper-Gold and Gold Dress.


Day 3:
We went to search for other Bridal Houses to get 1 more dress as the Gold dress will be used for the "Menyambut Menantu" ceremony at his house. Annie Bridal & Spa at the corner of Perdana Bowl has quite a number of new and pretty dresses. I love the Grey dress but it is quite tight for me.. Ish, what a shame!! Rahim likes white dress but i think i should think it first. Then heavy rain poured down, we changed our plan and went to the new hypermarket in Kubang Kerian, Nirwana.

Day 4: We went back to Jerantut..Rahim tak sabar nak jenguk kedai dia..ish

little things-big things...

I'm just cannot understand some people who have no work to do except for backmouthing and gossiping other people who tends to be their friends...

What is their problem actually?Do they just get jealous with their own friends?Or they just cannot accept that their friends have more or are more successful than them?

Please..have a good heart. Instead of stabbing their friends at the back why don't they plan their own future or do something with their life? Or the easiest one, being a silent observer please..

Why am i writing about this? Because in my organisation some people do this to their own friends, and one of them used to be her best friend!!

I don't know if someone is talking about me at my back. And i'm just don't have time to think about that. I have more and lots of important things to do...

And if I ever made a mistake or talked stupid things that I didn't realize, I'M SORRY..and please don't make little things into big things. Sometimes we have to think something as it is. Don't be a hardthinker or overjudge things that are not important because there are more important things in LIFE..okay?Good..

and guys, i am just too happy to go back home tomorrow! I get 5 days-off...:)

entry tak malu...

Masa saat-saat terakhir Mr R call cakap ada kosong 2 tempat di Kursus Pra Perkahwinan Cahaya Suria, berdekatan Puduraya. Saya terus bersetuju walaupun rasa "Ahh tidakkk, hujung minggu ku habis begitu sahaja tanpa rehat".
Ustaz-ustaz yang terlibat untuk bagi ceramah are very funny and ilmu-ilmu yang diberikan semestinya amat berguna untuk pasangan yang nak menempuh alam rumahtangga seperti kami..

Sebenarnya entry nie bukan nak menceritakan tentang kursus kahwin, tapi siapa yang saya jumpa di sana. Pelakon pujaan hatiku iaitu Farid Kamil!! Tak kisahla korang nak kata apa, yang pasti saya sangat sukakan Farid Kamil.. Dia turut mengikuti kursus kahwin tersebut. Dengan umur dah 28, mesti dia pun nak kahwin jugak ye tak??

Tak sangka dia sangat tinggi. Manis sangat2.. Korang nak cakap saya jakun pun cakap la,, bukan senang nak jumpa ngan Farid Kamil kalau korang bertapa kat Karak@ Jerantut..

Sebelum sesi terakhir mula, saya keluar ke tandas. Dalam perjalanan pulang (macam dalam berita lak!), ternampak abg Farid tengah lepak dengan kawan dia kat luar dewan. So dengan muka tak malu dan selamba, saya pusing balik dan hulurkan HP yang tak berapa canggih kepada kawan dia minta diambil gambar. Sekali lupa mintak kebenaran ngan abg Farid da... Nasib dia baik hati dan friendly,, klik! satu kali je! pastue kami masuk dewan..

gambar ini telah ditenung selama setengah jam sebelum tido semalam. sekian terima ksih!

(Entry nie kalau Mr R baca mesti dia tak bagi publish. hehe )

Syawal 2009..

Today is already 15th Syawal if i'm not mistaken. It is quite late actually but i don't care! i hope it is not too late to wish u all "HAPPY AIDILFITRI, EVERYONE!!"

Nothing much to tell, my hari raya was like usual but something was missing,,this is the first time we celebrated it wihout Abah..:( (Al-Fatihah to arwah Abah..)

However everyone seemed to understand and didnt bring the "thing" forward so that Mum would be able to face it like usual.,.

To make it short, below were the activities that we did on hari raya!

Our colour theme for this year is Turqoise! i chose it!

Pidi did the "buruk lantak" pose..ish tak mengaku adik la gini..

with Pidi the ugly duckling (si itik buruk rupa) hahaha

with Afiq the naughty boy...

the ugly Pidi and Siti...

kawan-kawan...

hanya beberapa orang teman saja tau tentang hal ini..bukan niat nak merahsiakan atau apa, cuma mak telah memberi keizinan di saat-saat akhir iaitu pada 1 Ramadhan lepas. so, tarikh untuk merisik/ bertunang terpaksa ditetapkan pada bulan Syawal (takkan nak merisik bulan-bulan posa ye tak?) nanti semua terpaksa cakap jauh-jauh sebab mulut masing-masing berbau kasturi..;p

setelah ditetapkan, semua sebulat suara bersetuju untuk melakukan BIG WORK ini pada:
Hari Raya Haji yang ke-3! Ingat ye semua, raya haji ke-3 bersamaan 29/11/2009!!

(sila bulatkan di dalam kalendar masing-masing!!)


diharap dengan ini kawan-kawan semua dapat meluangkan masa dan bersama memeriahkan majlis kesyukuran perkahwinan saya nanti...insyaAllah...

p/s: kad akan menyusul ye..lambat lagi lak tue siap,,baru tempah petang tadi!!

raya+merisik+bertunang..

alhamdulillah..setelah melalui beberapa halangan dan cabaran hingga di saat-saat akhir, majlis berjalan dengan sempurna..

Tarikh telahpun ditetapkan.

money money money money $$$$$

Hai semua orang (sebenarnya nak taip "Hi everybody!" tapi nanti jadi bahasa rojak lak) :)
Entry hari ini lebih berkenaan tentang macam mana cara untuk menambah pendapatan. Biasa saya tulis pasal benda yang menghabiskan duit je kan. Hari nie saya dah insaf sikit..
Sebenarnya dah lama sedar, sejak kad kredit tak larat nak dibayar dulu..hehe
Korang pernah dengar bussiness NETWORKING tak? Mesti pernah kan..mula-mula pun saya kurang percaya, tapi ada member kat sekolah (cikgu gak) yang gila-gila buat bisnes nie. Asyik dengan handphone je sebelum/ selepas kelas. Saya tanya sambil lewa je memula nya, tapi bila nengok dia makin ligat dengki jugak kan. Ye la, dulu dia pun banyak jugak hutang tapi bila dah buat bisnes tu hutang pun dah boleh bayar. Yang paling bestnya dia buat kerja nie secara sambilan je, pada masa lapang!! Sesambil main Facebook, MySpace, Friendster, Tagged, Tweeter dan segala jenis mak nenek di Internet, korang boleh menambah pendapatan..
Macam Mana caranya? Sila baca entry nie sampai habis..:)

Memang banyak bisnes Networking di pasaran dunia sekarang. Tapi semuanya mahal-mahal, tak mampu saya nak bayar. Tapi di myspacetunai anda tak perlu bayar banyak..Korang just promote link jer, x susah pun. Bila ada orang daftar under link kita, dapat la komisyen.. Mudah jer.. Kalau tak faham, boleh tanya saya.. InsyaAllah saya akan terangkan kepada anda semua..

Pendek kata, kalau korang banyak kenalan kat Internet nie, makin maju la bisnes korang.. Banyak la income korang nanti. Tak payah fikir banyak, korang klik je link kat bawah nie:

klik sini---> http://www.myspacetunai.com/witty2811

PC Game yang berhantu...

Adakah anda pernah berhadapan dengan situasi ini:

1)Anda beria-ria meluahkan isi hati anda terhadap si dia namun si dia dengan penuh perasaan menjerit, "GOL!!" Tengah main Fifa'09 rupanya...


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2)Anda menceritakan dengan penuh perasaan tentang perancangan anda namun si dia hanya menjawab "Ya..Ya.." dan mengangguk sahaja..sambil badannya ke kiri dan ke kanan mengasak gol lawan.

3)Anda dengan penuh bergaya menggoda si dia dengan mengusap dan memeluk bahunya namun tiada reaksi ataupun gerakbalas positif dari makhluk tersebut..hanya memek muka yang teruja,,bukan dengan anda tapi dengan permainan di PC tersebut.

4)Anda duduk di sebelahnya selama berjam-jam namun hanya 3 patah perkataan sahaja yang keluar dari mulutnya iaitu, "Tolong ambil itu.." dengan menjuihkan mulutnya menunjuk ke arah pencungkil gigi.

5)Anda bertanyakan tentang perancangan untuk hari esok namun dimarahi kerana mengacaunya bermain game!

Jika anda menjawab Ya bagi sebahagian situasi di atas, hanya 1 jalan penyelesaian yang patut anda ambil. Padamkan game tersebut dari PC/laptop si dia. Atau yang lebih efektif dan berkesan ialah dengan meletakkan Virus secara berleluasa ke dalam Pc tersebut!!

Sesungguhnya Pc Game memang berhantu dan membuat orang addicted!

tahi lalat di tapak kaki...

Semenjak dua menjak ini ramai yang bertanya saya, mcmana saya (mr R kurang suka saya selalu membahasakan diri sebagai "aku") boleh tahan hampir setiap hari berulang ke kedai saya sejauh 100km,,pergi balik 200km..Saya tau sesiapa yang rapat dengan saya pun keep wondering macam mana saya boleh jadi sekuat itu..

Sebenarnya ada banyak faktor,,selain daripada mengelakkan diri menjadi "anak" kepada pasangan housemate saya yang dengan selambanya membawa suami dia hidup bersama selama berminggu-minggu (membuat saya rasa kurang selesa dan tidak ada privasi), saya juga ingin mengikuti perkembangan RnR Internet Cafe yang sekangkang kera ini. Maklumlah, kedai baru buka..Ibarat anak baru lahir,perlukan lebih perhatian.

Ramai juga kawan-kawan yang bersimpati dengan saya disebabkan alasan pertama di atas. Terima kasih saya ucapkan di atas sikap prihatin yang ditunjukkan. Kadang-kadang mereka yang kurang rapat dengan kita bersikap lebih rasional daripada kawan baik yang sangat mementingkan diri sendiri.. Ok, tutup pasal tue..

Alasan saya yang paling tepat ialah saya memang jenis yang suka berjalan. Dari kecil sampai besar, memang begini la sikap saya. Masa kecik dulu ingat lagi mak selalu cubit sebab taknak balik rumah bila pergi jalan rumah kawan. Buruk betul perangai.. Dah besar panjang macam nie pun masih tak berubah-rubah. Patutla kata orang, manusia memang susah nak berubah. Kalau ada perubahan pun mesti sikit je. Betul tak? hehe
Kawan saya pernah tengok tahi lalat di tapak kaki saya dan berkata, "Patut la kau suka jalan, tengok ada tahi lalat di tapak kaki".

"No comment!"

tension released...

i knew it since years ago,,every time i go to shopping complex, my inner tension released..thank you for your understanding friends..guys will find this is very irritating but you need to understand girls right??hehe
last Friday, chomel and i decided to go shopping for our Big things in KL, of course.first, as a Datin Wannabe (chomel refers me as) i chose Pavilion. there were not so many people there and we could see a lot of foreigners (mcm shopping kat London lak!)
we went into cK, Prada, Gucci, Coach and chomel wanted to buy a ring at Tomei..the ring that captured his eyes worth above 3k! sorry chomel, Tomei is not for you..its for me..hehe
at last, after Datin Wannabe cuci mata with all the luxurious things, we landed into Pakson! that was the suitable place for us actually..:)
after testing and testing lots of perfume until my nose couldnt differentiate any of them anymore, plus chomel made that sulky fox face, we went to Sogo..
there were a lotttttt of people (where they came from!) queued up to go into it. oh, its S-card day! chomel made that irritating face but i made my decision!im sure there were a lot of offers if not why there were too many people.did the S-card for less than 5 minutes then we joined the crowds.
yes, it was all worth it! a lot of discounts and gifts, Sogo did give vouchers too! oh i loved it! chomel was happy too! (although sometimes he had to pull my hands from seeing "out of topic" things)hehe
we bought perfume, cosmetics, heels (for me) shirt, shoes, wallet&belt, perfume also (for him)..
moral of the story, we should join the crowds if it worth it..ntah hape hape ntah entry nie..

10 things i love about Ramadhan,,,

1-Pasar Ramadhan or Param(used to call it during Uni days)..the people, the food, the environment,,never fail to go there.especially in my hometown, Kelantan..the food heaven!you name it; Akok, Buah tanjung, buah melaka, nekbat, puteri mandi, lompat tikam, even the plain red jelly seems so delicious..nyum nyum,,
2-My mum always remind me again and again about this; Grab this opportunity to do iBadah and also recite Quran as much as we could,,and we will bestowed with lailatul-qadr after 20th night.
3-Get up earlier and have sahur with family,,(pretend that i spend this whole Ramadhan with family,,although it was for only a week..)and the rest of it either with myself or with chomel..
4-Students will be less active and some of them understand our tiredness and hunger and thirst..huhu but 1H students didnt seem to be less active today, which made me mad for a while..thank God they behaved after that.
5-Most Muslim people will refrain themselvs to do anything that they normally do before Ramdhan as they would like to pay some respect to this beautiful month..including me!chomel said only suratul-Quran and nasyid are allowed!huhu
6-Shops and cafes are opened until 5 a.m. so we have more time to fill in the tank before Imsa'..guys, don't do this at home or else you will gain weight at the end of Ramadhan!(Ramadhan resolution: 5 kgs or more! for sale! for sale! sape nak lemak saya??hehe)
7-Naps and sleep-for-a-while at school is allowed..(without the need to explain why we look so tired!)
8-I hate to admit this but i am verrry excited to go shopping!and this time my mum will never scold me..shoes, sandals, handbags, make-ups, tudung sulam berbatu baru, and of course several new baju kurungs and kebayas..for this raya, i have only 4 pairs of new clothes.last year i had 8! (we should learn how to save, guys!)
9-we could listen to raya songs and feel so homeeeyy!!
10-Balik kampung!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!holidaysss!!!

The Show...Lenka..

Never feel bored to sing this song everytime i drive all the way from Jerantut-Karak-Jerantut almost everyday..:)

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

jejak kasih...

hari ini dalam sejarah..setelah sekian lama,, aku berjumpa kembali dengan 2 org sahabat lamaku,,iaitu Yaya dan Yatie..kebetulan mereka 2 orang ni sebilik,,berada depan bilik aku kat MRSM KT dulu..dah hampir 8 tahun tak dengar khabar..tup2 Yaya dah ada anak 6bulan..Yatie lak is expecting her first baby...
wah..wah..aku gak yang ketinggalan..takpe,,takpe,,akan aku mengatasi mereka dari segi jumlah cahayamata..hahahahaha insyaAllah..

tunggu punya tunggu...

hari ini pepagi lagi aku dah bangun.dengan penuh semangat aku mandi dan terus ON pc satu persatu..tingkap ku buka, kipas ku pasang..oh segarnya hari Ahad..kedai mamak kat seberang sana dah penuh dengan manusia mencari makanan di pagi yang manja ini..
aku mula menunggu pelanggan datang..sambil melayari Facebook..

setelah setengah jam..
masih belum ada tanda2 orang datang,,termasuklah "anak angkat" aku@pelanggan paling setia, iaitu anak tokey kedai bawah, Naim yang pantang tgk aku buka kedai...berlarian dia datang bersama kawan baik dia, anak tokey kedai emas yang manja dipanggil Achik..aku menjadi hairan..

tetiba baru aku teringat,,pintu kat bawah belum aku buka!!arghhh!!

episod mengganti puasa..

entry ini bukanlah untuk membuka pekung di dada, namun lebih kepada pengajaran kepada semua umat2 Islam di zaman ini,,terutamanya kawan2ku yang disayangi...
ya,,aku masih berbaki beberapa hari lagi untuk mengganti puasa yang ku tinggal pada Ramadhan lepas.bukan aku tak berusaha, dan bukan juga aku lupa..namun sebagai insan yang lemah dan senang tergoda terutamanya bab makanan yang sedap2 nie,,aku selalu postpone rancangan ganti puasa aku...
dengan itu, setelah beberapa minggu menunda tarikh keramat untuk berpuasa ganti, hari ini dengan berkat keazaman yang kukuh dan sokongan yang tak berbelah bagi dari "Mr Amr Diab",,hehe aku berjaya menamatkan puasa pada hari ini..dan tadi aku berbuka puasa kat Rest. Putih..chicken grill yang begitu lazat..((walaupun t'silap pegi tanya waktu magrib kat pekerja yang pakai short!))thanks to Bieb for her reccomendation..luv u beb..jgn lupa pilih Ozel yang cantik2 mcm gue pilih ye..hehe
berbalik kepada episod ini, next time aku nak ganti posa masa orang ramai2 ganti,,iaitu sepanjang bulan Syawal,,(Puasa 6)),,InsyaAllah,...
MORAL:: kawan2, jgn tiru mcm aku tau..cepat2 ganti posa nanti :)

..hutang..

hari nie bila buka yahoo mail ku dapat msg dari seorang ex..kami saling bertanya khabar..

M.U: t apo khabar?
aku: ok je, mcm biasa.awak?
M.U: sihat alhamdulillah..tak balik kg ko?
aku: ingat nak balik minggu nie tapi mak takdop, gi Cameron ngan chik.
M.U: oh yo ko..
aku: iye..
M.U: saya tak bayar2 lagi hute t ngan saya, ada lagi 150.sori t deh,lama sangat doh hute tue..(Tau Takpe..)
aku: (cuba berlagak cool) oh ye ke?lupa dah sebenarnya..
M.U: mana bleh gitu t, saya ingat hute2 saya ngan ore,siap wat catatan lagi..(agaknya ramai sangat orang yang dia b'hutang)cuma ye la kan..hehe nanti saya bayar deh t..i'Allah.

ex aku nie memang jujur orangnya,,tapi dah setahun lebih lum langsai2 lagi..huhu
moral di sini ialah, Jangan ambil ringan hutang orang. 1 lagi, memang bagus lau ingat hutang orang.hehe
aku bukanla nak sangat duit tue, tapi kalau dah setahun setengah nak bayar 500 lum habis2 lagi, maka memang patutla dibayar..dia bernasib baik coz aku tak letak bunga..kwang3

launching..

after all hard works, sleepless nights, and efforts that we've put in, now our baby is launched:



banner asal yang dicipta oleh tn beep,,thanks a lot dear..

dan..hasilnya...

TM=Tak Mungkin...

i get an idea to write this in my blog after reading afzan's entry on PDRM..same as her, i am dissapointed with TM or Telekom Malaysia.with their slogan "Merentas Kemungkinan", i think it should be changed into "Tak Mungkin"!
3 weeks ago, i applied a fixed line . the registration should be made at Mentakab, about 60km away. after filling the form they promised to check the place and the port and then call us back. 2 weeks went by with no phone call or msg from them. in the meantime, we called 100 and the officer from KL HQ called us back and promised to help.unsatisfied, we go to Mentakab and asked again. they said they had investigated but there is no "channel" here. i was so dissapointed. they asked us to wait as they will investigate again. dissapointed, i cancelled it and decided to seek help from the KL HQ.
almost one week went by when i called her and she said she will try to help.same answer..TM is TM.
yesterday i went to Mentakab again and they said the area is having a problem with the "port". i don't understand and asked what is the solution to my problem.they said they could not help. i just need a fixed line!!!!that is your job!
they even asked me to go to Jerantut TM and asked myself. i felt sooooooo angry!!
then i go to Jerantut TM and met the assist.technician there (as the people in charge with this was not there). then he explained briefly on the problems here, whish is not enough port.well, you know this new town got so many people and bussiness, why you put little port only, so Bimbo la!!and the port will come in 2 months' time (the fastest).

see..after almost a month we wait and wait like a fool.wasting our time and money.

to all TM employees, please do your job effectively. if there is a problem, explain it properly to your customers. don't promise something that you could not do.

...like a bee..

being extra busy since the past 2weeks..working on a BIG project.80% done, hoping another 20% will work smoothly..



orange concept,,but still has no name,,still thinking about it,,

trip to Genting..

although it was over a month ago but the memory still remains...(although the Q was so long we could die!)

lagi2 LADAP..

hari ni buat kesekian kalinya, sekolah aku mengadakan 1 lagi Ladap. aku yang amat malas terpaksa bangun awal di pagi Sabtu..
sesungguhnya aku amat membenci Ladap pada hujung minggu..
maka sebagai tanda memprotes, aku dengan penuh perasaan mendownload lagu2 yang selama ini aku dambakan..juga meng'edit' gambar2 aku bersama insan yang aku sanjungi..

Miss Rose..

Happy Teacher's Day..
hope its not too late to wish it here..

Teacher's day: a day to enjoy and cherish your students/ teachers.it shows the bond between us and the students actually.
this year i get quite a number of cards, presents, cakes and flowers from my students..last year i cant believe i didnt get any present except from the Teacher's Club and PSS. i know why..i was quite firm.teaching the last classes and got so many additional jobs, i was exhausted to treat my students well.
this year, i am more relaxed with my job and will do whatever i can do..

i wish to become a teacher who inspires my students..:)

Police Cadet: Episode 2

me together with Police Cadets went to Jerantut last week to attend Pahang Police Cadet Camping 2009..
it was so tiring,,i was sleepless and had less rest for 5 days..
however, several good things happened to me..
i met Bib n Naa,,i met Hani..we had so much fun together..tak sia2 aku meletihkan diri dengan jadi guru pengiring kat kanak2 yang terlebih aktif..
herm,,someone gave me his phone number when we had our lunch at the kopitiam..ehek he's kinda cute..hard to resist..hehe gatal je bunyiknya..
although our dancing 'menghilir ke sungai pahang' didnt win, overall evertyhing was fine..nothing can beat Experience right?
we came back on Thursday..
and thanks to the camping i get backache until now..

Police Cadet: Episode 1

(every Wednesday..hihi )
i like to challenge myself to do some thing that i cant do before,,thats why i join Police Cadet..as an Inspector, ehem.,,.i need to train my cadets everyday as we're going to Police Cadet Inter-District Camping at Jerantut next Sunday.. I am responsible to train my princesses (female cadets) for the Performance, and we need to do dancing..the theme is Pahang Culture,,
sure it is a challenge for me,,well, with hands as hard as stone, how could you train 5 Indian girls to do Pahang "sampan" dance,,
but my girls are always positive and i respect their "never give-up" spirit..now they all dancing very good,,and i am very proud to have them in my squad..

YOU GO GIRLSSSS!!!!!!!

p/s: hope we will win and go for the National Police Cadet camping soon..