LOVE matters..

a friend of mine gave me advice about love.she said LOVE is not as important as we might think when it comes to marriage/ seriuos relationship..i know what she's trying to say. It takes more than love to start a serious relationship..e.g money, career and etc. She also said that LOVE can easily come and go..it makes me think, is that so?
As for me, LOVE is a gift from God. Love makes someone grows up. love makes someone learns how to live.. and false love makes someone learns how to survive from a heartbroken and learns something. and most of all, love makes us a better person.
me myself had gone through several false relationship with the wrong guys..but i 'll never lose hope in LOVE. i know someday i'll meet someone who love me for who i am and not for what i have..

The True Me??

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend whatever you have. You think good luck will definitely be yours, someday. The hidden side of your personality tends to be methodical in your ways - with trouble adapting to the rules of society. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's The True You?

new schedule..

"Jadual Baru Mulai 23 Julai 2008"

huh..my super duper busy days would be on Tuesday and Friday..no more 'i like fridays'..huhu 6 periods on Friday, i think they're trying to kill me..
last year, the schedule changed almost every month.i taught from BM to Sejarah to Moral to PJ and lastly i get my option, BI..fully BI.at last..

new schedule=new hopes

i hope i could teach well
i hope my students behave better
i hope my boss will understand me better
i hope for better environment

p/s: looking for a better place to stay..

good boy= bad boyfriend?

i read in my fav magazine that good boys make bad boyfriends...so it could be said that bad boys make better boyfriends, right??herm..i think its true..because me once had a bad boy as bf and it happened that he was so romantic..his name is Khairul Amri..i called him AM..(it is his true name, i know he'll never read my blog)..
he was one of those gangsters in my lower form at my hometown. at that time me was considered as one of the best students..i didn't notice since when i like him because we had a fight when we were in Form Two..stupid fight.
when we were in form three, he often stared at me.then we were couple,,dating after school, being caught for dating in the classroom by the dicipline teacher, love letters, presents..it was such a sweeeet memory...
then the relationship started to fade away when i went to the boarding school.why?because he rarely write to me..stupid, right? bad boys writing love letters..just like a Japanese eating sambal belacan.
until now we're still befriend..and he was just a good boyfriend actually.
However, good boys make good husbands..bad boys,,too, but they need more time to grow up and be responsible :))

mission accomplished...

semalam aku sampai awal di sekolah.antara 5 orang yang paling awal sampai..tidak berapa lama kemudian, budak2 suruhan aku yang setia mula menampakkan muka mereka yang boleh dikategorikan "not bad" mengikut mata kasar aku..
aku mengarahkan mereka itu dan ini, ditambah dengan pujian2 dan pujukan2, maka mereka dengan bersemangatnya membuat kerja..aku dah mula berpeluh, berkejar ke sana ke mari..maka aku mengambil keputusan, mengawasi mereka dari jauh...
setelah majlis bermula, tugas mereka semakin ringan...dan aku terpaksa join majlis..
thank God semuanya berjalan lancar...
and one thing yang aku sedar,,keje sorang2 memang best.ikut kepala sendiri je..tak perlu dengar arahan.walaupun semuanya aku handle, overall its very fun..
-abang2 polis yang escort Dato' Liow hensem2 la plak- hhahaha

Chris Brown-With You

i just lovveee this song..

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

Hey lil mama, ooh you're a stunner
Hot little figure, yes you a winner, and
I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class of your own and
Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart and
I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind, and
You mean to me what I mean to you
And together baby there is nothing we won't do

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Oh girl

I don't want nobody else
Without you there's noone left, and
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey lil shorty, say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I will be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
Be your everything

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

Oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Yeah

And I will never try
To deny that you are my whole life
'Cause if you ever let me go
I would die so I won't run
I don't need another woman
I just need you or nothing
'Cause if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my day

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
They need their boo
They gotta see their boo
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
Hearts all over the world tonight

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh(girl)
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
Baby yeah

keselamatan/ disiplin/ lalulintas..

last week aku masuk meeting lambat,,sebab ada kelas form 4ST yang waktu belajarnya tamat pukul 3.20 pm..dan buat pertama kalinya aku menamatkan kelas itu tepat 3.20 pm dengan harapan meeting dah habis n aku tak payah masuk meeting,,(biasa belum pukul 3 aku dah lepas budak2 bising tue)
tapi malangnya meeting baru bermula..n terpaksa la aku masuk.PK HEM pandang aku semacam je.dengan gaya malu2 kucing aku mencari tempat duduk..rerupanya sabtu ni akan diadakan mesyuarat PIBG.
dan aku..ditugaskan sebagai seorang polis trafik merangkap Guard merangkap guru disiplin..dan berita buruknya, guru2 lelaki yang lain yang sepatutnya masuk Team aku tak ada sabtu ni, (exam PSSMI ke apa ntah..tinggal aku seorang, wanita yang lemah lembut ini..untuk membuat semua kerja yang amat kasar bagi aku..)
dalam kelam kabut aku bertanyakan mereka yang berpengalaman..dan ramai yang bersimpati n ramai juga yang ketawakan aku sebab dapat job ni..
aku tak tahu siapa yang bagi idea untuk letakkan aku di bawah team ini..(tak puas hati)
tapi aku dah merancang strategi yang baik bersama2 dengan 12 org budak Kadet Polis yang sukarela nak menolong aku,,10 drpanya adalah budak2 India.mereka memang ringan tulang..nanti cikgu belanja makan ya, kanak2...

computer lab..

sebagai seorang penyelaras makmal komputer, aku sepatutnya berpengkalan di dalam lab itu yang penuh dengan kesunyian..sebab bilik yang sepatutnya aku duduk terletak di antara 2 lab,,and aku terpaksa berkongsi dengan seorang lagi guru lelaki..
tahun lepas aku dah pindah pergi bilik tue, tapi hanya bertahan selama 2 hari..sangat membosankan..
semalam cikgu lelaki tue mengirim salam kepada aku melalui seorang lagi guru pmpuan yang juga guru makmal komputer.baru aku ingat aku belum menyiapkan carta organisasi lab comp yang dia suruh minggu lepas.sepantas kilat aku menaip nama2 mereka termasuklah aku sendiri..penat aku berkejar ke sana ke mari..tapi hampeh betul sekolah nie,,1 printer pun tak berfungsi..

i like fridays...

i like friday..besides from its the Penghulu segala hari, Friday is my free day.i have only 3 periods and usually i will teach my students simple vocabs..they like Vocab lesson because they dont have to think or do any work..so i dont have to chase them or use my cane today..
Fridays, i love u...

kebaikan daun sireh..

aku telah mengalami sedikit ketidakselesaan di "tempat itu" sejak kebelakangan ini..and my colleagues Ila and Lisa mencadangkan 1 petua yang tak penah aku buat seumur hidup ini..maka semalam bermulala acara merebus daun sireh yang telah aku rampok di Taman Sains sekolah aku..
and untuk lain2 kebaikan sireh, maka silalah click di sini.

bengang...

today is not a very pleasant day in my life..two students from 3G had made me angry,i mean very2 angry...yes, i am angry with them everyday because of their laziness, but today im really2 depressed..
both of them didnt want to do the worksheet given.i rotan them twice but they did "lembu kenyang" faces.i rotan them again.this time maybe sebab sakit sangat both of them held my rotan..oh, sangat kurang ajar..
i felt like crying at that time.but i had to hold my ego in front of them..then i was able to pull back my rotan.after warning them about bringing them to the Principal office, then only they did their work.
maybe its my fault coz not being FIRM with them...i've learnt a lesson.dont be too close and too "mesra" with ur students, no matter how good and clever they are..or they will step on ur head then...

Busy Weekend..

4/7/2008
I supposed to ride a bus at 2.30pm..my beloved supir came late.but its not too late.we still had time to eat.then he said he wanted to send me to my hometown.i knew he wanted to follow from the beginning, but i didnt know he really want to do it..CRAZY idea.but i dont know why i like the idea.haha at last, we went back to Kelantan together..and the hard-to-get ticket, burn begitu sahaja..huh

5/7/2008
Diya's wedding..sangat meriah.i really like Kak Sima's dress (all white)..so nice..(berangan nak pakai baju tue jugak nanti wedding) haha
HAPPY WEDDING MEXX!!!

Naa, Yan and Bieb datang gak..the worst thing is, i left my camera in the car..my supir dah pergi ntah ke mana..huaa ambik gambar sikit je..hemmm
then, round kelantan with supir..came home late..


6/7/2008
went to take supir at the hotel, then went back to Karak..the shortest holiday, tak puas rasanya balik rumah...he drove all the way to Karak.best rasanya ada supir.me jadi madam je kat tepi.he didnt allow me to drive..

all in all, i still dont feel secure about him.should i make it further??he's just too nice and sensitive..he knows me well.i can't lie to him..ahh i dont want to think about it now.my mum said i'm still young...young?????i dont think so..huhu just go by the flow..i still have more things to think..

lazy, crazy me..

yesterday i didn't go to school..felt a little dizzy and a lot of lazyness in my body and mind..i wanted to wake up but its so hard to leave the fluffy bed..finally..went to the clinic and took an MC.as easy as ABC..(jgn amalkan)
then i went to KL with AHA..he went to pay his car loan and everything.i just accompanied him.after 2 hours then he sent me back.he is a lot more crazy than me..

i'm angry...

Sunday,last two days..this one guy had talked bad things about me,,in front of me,,to my 'bestfriend'..(of course i dont know their language)..if not for sure there should be one or two bumps at his head..eee geramnya aku..
i thought women je yang tau cakap2 belakang nie..but this 1 guy really annoyed me..then all the stories came out.he really doesnt like me from the beginning..i dont know why,,maybe he's jealous,,over something he couldnt have..Whatever..he's not an Important person in my life anyway..
((i shall never meet or talk with him anymore))