Bo...ring....

i think my life is so boring..this small town just doesn't belong to me..i love my students, i like to teach them..but the problem is im getting so bored with the environement, the atmostphere, the tone (Literary device..huhu) or anything they call it..
or,,maybe its because of something else..there are totally no FUN staying here.i will fill in the Sept transfer form and i'll use the Biggest CABLE to move myself from here..
Yeah, there is one guy who said he can help me (his in law is someone at KPM) but it costs me about 2k. well, you know, the word HELP in this era...huhu
whatever it is, next year i hope to see myself in a new, better place..hope so..

Ranjit: episode 1

there is one talkative, attention-seeker student in Form 1D.his name is Ranjit..No, i'm not teaching him.my friend, Nor is his class teacher (Nor sits next to me in the Bilik Guru).
everyday Nor will tell stories about her class, especially Ranjit.last month Ranjit cried because his two friends accidently pushed him and hurt his legs..from the way he cried i thought his legs broken into pieces..
and two weeks after that, he walked here and there with his Red PSS new vest (Yeah,, just to seek attention) and acted very busy with a pen and a paper.last two weeks he started to wear spectacles..like usual, to show it off he wear it on and walk here and there, especially in front of his class teacher.one day he wanted to ask questions and Nor asked him to come in front.He used his spectacles to show the question (Nor was so irritated with him) haha
However, the attention-seeker still comes everyday to her table, only to ask not-so-important things or just to say Hi..
and last week, he came to me and ask,"Are you Miss Aw Wai Fong?" I was speechless..Then i get so mad and ask, "You tak nampak ke you buat2 tak nampak?? I am a Malay.Aw Wai Fong tu kan Chinese!!"
with a snail-face-look-alike he went away...
((Geramnya aku))

bahana petrol naik...

kerajaan sekarang memang macam2..di kala aku yang miskin ini sedang bertatih menaiki tangga, tiba2 tangga tue semakin tinggi dan tinggi plak..ewah apa aku cakap nie..
sebagai seorang yang kurang pandai berjimat cermat, kenaikan harga petrol yang menggila ini memang aku rasai..kalau sebelum ini kalau aku nak gi KL, sesuka hati je aku akan menekan minyak dan terussss sampeii,,tapi sekarang..aku rasa macam nak kembali mengayuh basikal..dan semestinya aku akan kata sebagai exercise untuk menurunkan berat badan..huahua
namun aku seorang yang Kurang Rajin.nak mendaki tangga ke tingkat 3 pun aku dah membebel, apatah lagi nak mengayuh basikal..so, apa yang termampu aku buat ialah..mengurangkan pergi ke hulu ke hilir..dan hanya bertapa di rumah memutarkan CD dan mendengar lagu2 baru dan lama..
apa yang pasti..aku bukan jenis yang betah tinggal di rumah..dan..hujung minggu ini..sekali lagi aku akan ke KL..
aku memang aku..tak kira sebanyak mana petrol naik harga..(hampeh)

waterfall...

sometimes we need to get out and have some fun..thats what i did last Sunday..5 of us went to Lentang waterfall...the water is so cold.we really had fun there.

back at school...

now i'm at school..wake up so early today,,but felt so sleepy..before 7am me already in my car..betapa semangatnya aku hari ini.sebenarnya nak berebut parking..haha sayang kat keta konon..
nothing much happen today..but one thing for sure, perasaan tak bersemangat tue tetap ada...:(

Ungu-Tercipta Untukku..

so lazy..

today is the last day for our Intel Course: Version 10..this is the most unforgettable and the most FUN course i've ever attend.maybe its because of two creatures (namely Beep and Naa haha) are on my side, and we rock on the class together.as the others are strangers to each other they tend to be slower and quiet..
i'm so lazy to go to school..macam berat hati je nak pulang ke Karak..if now ada JIN yang boleh tunaikan hajat aku, satu je aku nak mintak: agar aku dapat transfer dari tempat itu...tapi nak pergi ke mana ye??maybe ke pinggir bandar KL :)

go green..go girls..

Now me, beep and naa are attending an Intel course at ILTC Lembah Pantai,KL..since last year i hoped to attend a course somewhere in KL so that i can see him(arwah)often.but only 2 weeks after he passed away then i get the letter.herm nasib la..
Actually i've already attended this course last year at Kuala Lipis.but it was conducted for KH, BM, and Pend. Islam teachers..The principal accidently put my name to go for it..(i think he didnt read the letter carefully).
i tak kisah pun.and i think this course is better than the former course.although the former course i attend for sebulan, but the input i gained less than i gain it here.maybe its because of the person in charge.huhu
Here we are working on our topic which is Going Green...fuh, dah nak siap.oleh sebab aku bukan pencinta alam yang sebenar, maka aku tak ada perasaan dalam mendalami topik ini.
mungkin ianya adik beradik Green Goblin..:p

happy...:))

last nite i've dated someone i like for 4 years..(dah jadi "janda" nie, kena la banyak berusaha untuk berjumpa n mengedate men ;p )..back to the story,dia tau aku minat dia, tapi dia selamba je..cehh,,haha he seems so cool, buat banyak lawak bodoh..i was so comfortable with him.seems like he grows up a lot..
dia blanje makan kat one chinese restaurant,,aku "kureng" sket chinese cuisine nie tapi since dia kata OK so aku ikut je..rupa2nya memang telahan aku betul..makanan n minuman dia memang sucks la..hermmm..sabar je la.dahla aku lapar tahan gaban.
he started to tell a story,,and it ended after half an hour..rerupanya he's not a good PENGLIPURLARA..penat aku nak dengar dia habiskan story dia..but one thing yang aku realize, dia memang comel..
aku suruh pakai smart, dia pakai baju sebijik yang bapak aku pakai..haha aku kutuk dia separuh mati..puas hati aku..setelah dia mengutuk aku makin chubby and membesar dengan sihat n kuat..
teman dia shopping jap,,then balik..tak puas jumpa dia :))

its been a while....

its been a while..but i still miss u..
it makes me heartbroken,,but i couldn't do anything about it..
because you are too good to be forgotten..
your face, your smile, your laugh, your eyes, your everything..
are still lingering in my mind..
every second, every minute, every hour, everyday..
and i love to think about you..
but i know, HE loves you more..and i just can't do anything about it..

my flower color...

You Are a Purple Flower

A purple flower tends to represent success, grace, and elegance. At times, you are faithful like a violet. And other times, you represent luxury, like a wisteria. And more than you wish, you find yourself heartbroken like a lilac.

What Color Flower Are You?

i am 25!! and i act like one!

You Act Like You Are 25 Years Old

You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.

What Age Do You Act?

my element...

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What's" Your Element?

the hidden side of me..:))

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.

What's" the Part of You That No One Sees?

my power color...

Your Power Color Is Gold

At Your Highest: You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you. At Your Lowest: You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life. In Love: You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude. How You're Attractive: You passion for life makes others passionate about you. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Having Fun?"

What's" Your Power Color?

papeeeee!!!!

hahahaha..so, i get a chance to 'mendajalkn' blog papee yg emberrr ini. papee tuuu...wak gapo tu..

the good old days....

ohh what a precious moment...

"It's All Coming Back To Me Now"-my fav...

"It's All Coming Back To Me Now" -Celine Dion

There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bedIf I just listened to it
Right outside the window
There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever
I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made
But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe butIt's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)
There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby BabyIf I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back
There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper
There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever
But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then
But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me

welcome to my blog...

hi..my name is Rose..some friends call me by the name Fid, and my family used to call me T..so, you can call me as u wish to..
so, anything u want to share or write here pls do so..i am more than happy...
:)