eagerly...

my husband and i have been married for 3 and half months now. yesterday he kinda mengigau and saying something like, "anak saya.." when i was going to wake him up. Then he woke up, smiling, telling me he dreamt of playing with our children. and i felt like, wow,,i was thinking the same thing.

i don't know why, but i am eagerly wanting a baby. when i said this to my husband, he'll say just wait..this is all Allah's work. we can just pray for it. although i know, deep down, he's hoping for it too. .

i still remember in January, when my period was 1 month's late, he was very excited and asked me to go to the clinic and check (although i've checked it myself, buying a pregnancy test and the result was negative). he was still hoping (me too) :) Then i went to the clinic, and the result was still negative. i know he was quite dissapointed but he hid it behind a funny face, teasing me for being so excited.

i know the time will come...insyaAllah...i'll wait..:)

hang out with a friend..

sometimes when you are married, you tend to be "ignored" by your friends as they think married people cannot be disturbed or vise versa.but yesterday i managed to "escape" when Mr R refused to follow me to my friend's wedding. i went with my colleague, Kak Ruhaizan@Kak Je..

Fun, happening, enjoying myself to the limit. sometimes girls need their "own" time, right? it is absolutely right! look how enjoy and happy we were,,(but deep down inside, i missed my husband so much!)

~pre~


~while~


~post~

sport's day 2010.

BLUE = THE WINNER

GREEN= 1ST RUNNER UP

after two tiring weeks it came to an end. today the 4oth smk karak sport's day was held ; the tents, the athletes, the busy teachers, the tracks, the sunny day. it described the whole day. me? busy conducting students doing this and that, went with them bringing the long sugar canes and Saree to school (out tent theme is Indian tradition) just to find out that the tent had been decorated by the PIBG representatives the day before. i didn't care the energy wasted, what i care is that my car had been scratched by the sugar canes! very bengang but towards the end of the day, it was worth it when our Blue team won again and this is the 4th year in a row. is it amazing? :)

i didnt snap much pictures as the sun was shining too hot making me sweat all over and please, i had enough. however i came across 3 cute soldiers in the morning, wondering how come i didnt even meet them before. ehem, off the record please. im married. they were invited by the P.E.unit to play the musical instruments.

THE SOLDIERS :)

damages....

(BEFORE)...

spending one whole day at our shop, obviously there are a lot of damages happened to either the PCs or the furniture. 4 PCs need to be formatted, 7 headphones were broken (i don't know if they ate it instead of use it), 3 mouse and 4 keyboards..aiyaa, quite a lot. plus, internet connection was ting -tong for the last 3 days..oh, my hubby had just broke our main-counter-chair 10 minutes ago. with our worker that never been taught about cleanliness, the floor and tables were full of dusts and rubbish.. and,,a 3 days-old plastic bag with half-drank iced-milo beside me at this counter!
Ya Allah, berikan aku kesabaran yang secukupnya....

i hate...

i hate it when students don't behave well,
hate it when students run here and there,
hate it when they act like i am not there,
hate it when they don't bring their books,
pretending that they are really forgot,
hate it when they are noisy,
as the teacher next door will get angry,
i hate it when students don't do their work,
but chatting and playing like a jerk,
often making me sick,
feel like giving a free kick!

-teacher rose-

Mdm. Rose....

yes, they will greet me "Good morning Mdm. Rose!" instead of "Miss Rose" before. i was quite ackward at first, but now used to it. Some of them couldn't believe when i said i am married.

as for my colleagues, they still call me Cik Rose, as they used to it before. Some of my male colleagues call me Puan Cik Rose..

however, some things are great and some are very challenging when you are married..
as for me, i'll try to be a better wife..InsyaAllah...





Rasulullah s.a.w pernah ditanya tentang sebaik-baik isteri. Lalu baginda menjawab:

"Iaitu isteri yang menghadirkan rasa gembira kepadamu apabila memandangnya. Apabila disuruh, dia patuh, menjaga rahsiamu sebaiknya, dan menjaga hartamu." (Hadis riwayat Ahmad dan lainnya)

Dan sabda Baginda juga yang bermaksud:

"Apabila seorang perempuan mendirikan sembahyang lima waktu, berpuasa sebulan (Ramadhan), menjaga kehormatan dan taat terhadap suaminya, masuklah dia ke dalam syurga melalui mana-mana pintu yang dikehendaki." (Hadis riwayat Ahmad)

Should grab this opportunity, girls! get married now and be the best wife!

tenang...

Setelah semua perkara yang telah berlaku pada bulan Januari, saya telah berpindah semula ke Karak. Suami juga sudah mula bekerja di Bentong, meninggalkan kedai untuk dijaga oleh seseorang. Hidup terasa lebih teratur, moga-moga tiada lagi musibah yang melanda... Alhamdulillah syukur kepadaNya di atas segala pertolongan..