tongkang pecah.........

rasa mengantuk sangat hari ini. penat mengemas dan mengangkat barang2 semalam masih belum hilang. banyak lagi yang perlu dibuat sebelum rumah itu berupa "rumah" yang sempurna..terutamanya baju.semuanya masih belum dikemas.mcm tongkang pecah rupanya...

teringat pulak kanak2 Karak,,kalau Karak tue dekat dah lama aku import diorang datang kemas sini pulak. semalam dah kerah tenaga mereka...

fuhhh....

oh ini bukannya rancangan fuhh gosip tue ye..fuhhh nie bermaksud lega,,lega kerana dah sampai hujung minggu. tak perlu lagi melalui jalan "ular" hujung minggu ini..
tapi minggu ini berlalu dengan cepat coz banyak sangat rancangan sepanjang hari,,sbb aku selalu bertempek dengan si Beep..:) apepun TQ dear...

ermm,,rumah pun dah dapat..tinggal nak kemas barang2 di karak dan berpindah ke sini..
nak balik karak jap lagi..rindu weii kat suami..sape tak sayang suami beb (walaupun selalu gaduh huhu)...

karak,,,here i come!!!!!

hari pertama...

orang kata hijrah itu baik..berbekalkan kata2 itu aku dengan redhanya berpindah ke Jerantut..semoga dengan penghijrahan ini sinar baru akan muncul dalam hidup aku..

hari nie hari pertama di sekolah baru. aku cuba berfikiran positif dan berdoa di sepanjang jalan agar aku akan tabah menghadapi apa sahaja dugaan di sekolah ini.

separuh masa pertama untuk hari pertama berlangsung dengan sangat baik..guru2 yang peramah, dan segala kerjasama dari pihak atasan amat melegakan aku..walau terdapat beberapa perbezaan dari segi pentadbiran, pengurusan kelas dll aku rasa itu semua tidak memberi masalah..(lagi aku suka sbb balik sekolah awal!) hehe

semoga hari2 yang mendatang akan lebih baik.....

misssss him so much...

first time i saw him, i want him to be mine..2nd time, 3rd, 4th and everytime i see him, my heart is filled with joy. everytime we touch, the feeling i can't explained comes filling in my body and soul...
once and twice, i asked his mum to give the baby to me..the answer must be "amboi,,banyak cantik!! beranak la sendiri!" *sigh*
"pinjam seminggu je...takkan tak boleh"

and then she will report to my mum;
"Mex,,tgk tie tue..ada ke mintak anak orang..dia ingat budak tue barang ke apa..."

hihi...really miss u,,Mohd Daniel Irfan...











selalu berebut ngan Rahim nak pegang budak nie...:)

movinggg........

sedang pening dengan proses berpindah ke Jerantut..macam tak ready but as a strong lady i should just go by the flow..or dengan kata lain,,redah je la....:)
hope everything will be just fine...

last day at school..

it was friday..early in the morning i had already feel quite sad..and when the assembly started, i had to control my emotion not to cry in front of 1390 students and 92 teachers,,,malu beb..i kan macho :)
there were 10 teachers who will transfer to other schools. 5 teachers to SMK Karak Setia, Lisa to Kelantan and me to the metropolitan city, Jerantut..:)when it was my turn to deliver a speech, i made it short and brief so that i could hide my teary eyes from everyone..
and then,,upacara bersalaman..this time i can't hold it anymore..plus i saw Umi already cried..ohh sangat malu...









the saddest thing is that i have to leave my bestfriends here...and things would never be the same again..apepun, all the memories together i would keep in my heart....

ps: bertambah sedih bila ingat dapat sekolah yang jauh di pedalaman...huwaaaa

headache...puzzled......

my head is spinning..i had received hundreds of congrats from my colleagues.."congrats cik rose, dapat tukar!" "dear, congrats!no wonder u senyum lebar je skrg" etc came to my ears..at the same time, im still thinking whether to accept that or to refuse. (although i dont know i can refuse or not)..

but came last night, my hubby said, "what if we stay here.you can refuse, right?" when all these while he asked me to go first and he'll follow.

i know he afraid of me driving there alone all the way to smk damak, which is 23 km snake-like road...

i don't know, maybe i would just have to apply for another school in the same district..i hope i can get nearer school..