another Ramadhan story..

Syawal is around the corner..seems quite lonely especially when suddenly my head lingers on the last year's Ramadhan,, with Arwah..we spent several times, maybe every weekend, for breaking the fast together..he's such a sweet man.just ask him to meet me and tadaaa, he's coming..((its hard to find such a nice man now))
-->tears<---..i hate this,,i'm strong..tears will make me weak..
ok..next..herm,,since Bieb wrote about baju raya in her entry, let me show off mine.haha i always have quite a number of baju raya every year, because i have several kindhearted sisters that will give me one or two or three clothes before Ramadhan.so this year, after counting it, plus several pieces that are still at my tailor's house, i manage to have about 10 baju raya,,including the colors that i dont really like,,but as it is free, so i just send it to my tailor..now i have to search for the matching 'tudung' to go with all the baju raya..((waiting for the BONUS)) thihihi
for the 1st day, i have to wear the maroon one.as it is this year's color theme ((i hate it because it doesnt really suit my tanned skin color,,ehemm)),,and maybe the green one during evening..2nd day, the chocolate and orange one..3rd day and onward, i havent decide yet..
Kak Na wants a handbag and a heel for her daughter (bought it at Sogo last week),,i think i want to give a handbag to my mum ((although it will end in his wardrobe then as my other sisters have given her all the stuffs she needs for Raya))-will find it at Sogo tomorrow, a sandal and a shirt for my Abah,,baju raya for Afiq and Alisha,,and a lot of duit raya for my two adikss,nephew, nieces, cousins and Abah's friends' children..
well, thanks to the givernment as they give BONUS this year,,especially when it comes to festive season like this..we really need to use money..who said money is not important???
Mek and Abah at kampung invited the villagers to break the fast at home today..its the family tradition to hold it every year.but this year they dont wait for us,,only Chik ccomes home this weekend.sorry bah, sorry mexx,,jauh sangat..
now i'm at ampang again,,i just cant hold it anymore, Karak is not suitable for me,,ewahh sounds like i was made in London.but i think KB is much more better than the small tiny little town..err,,susah nak cari jodoh as the residents mostly Chinese and Indian and Asli,,Malays boleh bilang dengan jari..;p
next week i'll go home...aloha Kelantan,,,;p



my companion during weekdays...Nor..


on the way to Ampang every weekend..